This cycle has felt longer than previous ones. Not really sure why the different "feel" of things. When I did my IUI's in April-May, things felt fast, like I could hardly keep up. This time, it feels so slow going. Maybe it's because the longer cycles with the mini stim?
To relax a bit, I got a two-hour massage yesterday. Felt amazing! Need to make the time to get a massage more often.
Going into the ultrasound, I was hoping for: 3 mature follicles >18mm and uterine lining >8mm. Here's the actual results:
Going into the ultrasound, I was hoping for: 3 mature follicles >18mm and uterine lining >8mm. Here's the actual results:
- Number of follicles:
- Left Ovary - 13mm
- Right Ovary - 24mm, 21mm
- Uterine lining: 9mm
How do I feel?
I'm a little worried that my IUI isn't scheduled until Monday, as my RE's office is closed on weekends. My follicles are a little big, so I worry about that. Not sure the left ovary follicle will catch up by Monday. They grow 1-2mm a day... So potentially it can grow to 16-19mm and release with the bigger ones.
This IUI will use my last vial of donor sperm... I contemplated using a different donor for this cycle. I opted against it due to the costs. If this cycle doesn't work, I will be purchasing more donor sperm. It was so hard to purchase sperm the first go around... Hopefully if I get to a second donor, it'll be easier to decide.
I spoke to me RE about "if" this cycle doesn't work, what the medication protocol should be... Move to an injectables-only round? My RE said there were studies that there were no improvement in % chances from what I'm doing now (mini-stim) vs injectables-only. That I respond well to the medication protocol, so no need for the extra costs (medication and monitoring). An injectables-only round would double the price.
If I respond so well, why isn't it working?!!! That's the frustrating part of it all. The only thing I can think is that my eggs aren't good quality. There's no way to confirm unless/until I move to IVF and they can test the eggs. Still hoping I don't get that far...
I have to admit, I feel like screaming "Work this time!!!" Well... I guess I kind of did say that out loud when I was driving to the appointment! I just want it to work. I want to get pregnant. I want to start planning for this wonderful miracle instead of just hoping for it. All these failed cycles are frustrating - let's get lucky this time! Come on try #4!!!!
Next Steps:
- Trigger Shot on 8/16 @ 3:30am
- IUI on 8/17 @ 3:30pm
- Beta Test on 8/31
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